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[Aug. 17th, 2006|04:03 am]
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I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days.  (Lies) × I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games.  (Oh, so so very much) × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.  (During parties is the best) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. × I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Nah)
I curse sometimes.  (I curse all the time.) × I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (Not that I've noticed) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (I don't. Surprised? So am I.)
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× I have broken someone's bones. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.  (Of course) × I hate the rain(Damn you stupid question!)
I'm paranoid at times. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I need/want money right now.  (Yes please)
I love sushi.  (I would mostly say I like sushi, but that's because most sushi I haven't isn't the best sushi out there. But oh, I've had (almost) the best sushi, and I do love that stuff) × I talk really, really fast. × I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair. × I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling.  (3)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (back when I was a girl) I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.  (I screen)
× I like the way that I look.  (neh) I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (very likely) × I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings. × I think prostitution should be legalized. × I slept with a roommate.
I have a hidden talent. × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends.  (I would have more if I just talked to people...or called them back. (sorry!))
I have pecked someone of the same sex.  (pecked. made out with. whatever.) × I enjoy talking on the phone. × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop. × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a mobile phone.  (and sometimes it's actually charged!) × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.  (never) I've rejected someone before.  (::gasp:: I know. Shocking.)
× I currently like/love someone.  (mmmaaayb...eeh...nah.) × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. × I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. × I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything.  (I am a hearty folk!)
I have a lot to learn.  (s'why i'm still in school. STILL) × I am shy around the opposite sex.  (only if i'm attracted to them.) × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (alcohol. i'm slightly offened that alcohol and drugs are considered the same in this instance. Alcohol is perfectly legal and I drink responsibly. And I would never consider using drugs. To clump these two things together as though there are the same, well, snort) × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal(wtfuck's Xanga?) I enjoy some country music.  (some. SOME. a little. barely any at all. but some.)
I would die for my best friends.  (heck, i'd probably die for a stranger too. Why aren't I a cop yet?) × I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (i use to love halloween. doesn't do much for me anymore) × I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys. × Democrat. Republican.  (well, at least more so than i'm a democrat. there's some serious bad shit going on in both parties if you ask me.)
I don't even know what I am.  (Yeah, that's a better response.) × I am punk rockish. × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (alas, time has proven that this might not be the case.)
× I study for tests most of the time.  (never during high school. once or twice for college. if i don't konw it by then, i'll never know it (or at least that's my excuse)) × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car.  (basic stuffs. and, like caitlin, i too can jump start a car with my eyes closed. we learned that lesson together.)
× I love my job(s). × I am comfortable with who I am right now. × I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. × I love sea turtles(well i don't hate them, but i would hardly say i love them)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup(i think spending more than $8 on makeup is fucking stupid. just me.) I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.  (someday. god willing) × I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I hate office jobs.  (yep. cuz i had one. sitting and asnwering fones and typing is so boring. i didn't last long) × I went to college out of state. × I am adopted.
× I am a pyro. × I have thrown up from crying too much.  (no, but once i threw up so violently that i had brusies around my eyes. it was SWEET) I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.  (yes.)
I fall for the worst people.  (haha...oh wow. yeah. that's so true. jeez. depressing. and that, children, is why Lore doesn't date. I know better now) × I adore bright colours. × I usually like covers better than originals.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.  (always disappointing) I can pick up things with my toes.  (who can't?) × I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse. × I still have every journal I've ever written in. I talk in my sleep.  (I SING in my sleep)
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.  (I'm not sure which century I'm suppose to be in but yeah. and i like the word anacronism) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.  (certainly) I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (oh yeah. yeah yeah. carole.) × I am a caffeine junkie.  (use to be)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.  (gross) × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder(Yeah maybe if I wouldn't feel horribly guilty and disgusted for the rest of my life and then go to hell for it. pff.) × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (i use to collect pencils....my god that's embarrassing.)
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.  (goodness yes) × I'm an artist(I use to think I was, but I was young and naive.) × I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. × I have terrible teeth(I have fangs. I like them.)
× I hate my toes. × I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries. × I am extremely flexible(use to be) × I love hugs more than kisses(i'd rather have neither. thanks.)
× I want to own my own business. × I smoke. I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.  (yeah i guesso)
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (does almost proficient count? Cuz that's more than plain NOT being.)
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (snazzy) I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. × I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before. × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone(i kinda like it) × I have at least one obsession at any given time. × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. I'm a judgmental asshole.  (luckily for all of you, i keep my judegments to myself) × I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
I have travelled on more than one continent. × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.  (sad, i know. but my apathy has been building over the years. i should be fine in another year or so)
× I am a Libertarian. × I can speak more than one language. × I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
× I would rather read than watch TV. × I like reading fact more than fiction. I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.  (at least once a semester going on five years now)
× I have no piercings. I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. × I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest. × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.  (yeah it's called "ugliness" heh) × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. I dislike milk.  (so true) × I obsessively wash my hands.
I always carry something significant around with me.  (dad's original wedding ring) Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (that'd be kinda fun. and my hair is crappy) I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.  (yeah...some bad times during high school kinda fucked me up in that aspect. there's a big nasty scab over most of my sympathy and it ain't going away) × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. × I don't like to chew gum.
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (FUCK YES! GIMME!) × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.  (i didn't have time for angst)
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.  (me included) I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.  (do i? most weeks i can't make it, so maybe that's a no) I love to sing.  (in the car)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.  (no, that's where my uncle lives) × I have a custom-built computer. I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.  (because he's famous. and married. but this would be the only circumstance under which i would have a child.)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.  (that's...just a little bit creepy. it's briging back horrible yiff fanficions that i've had the mispleasure of reading in the past) × I've gone skinny-dipping. × I've performed in three plays.
I enjoy burritos.  (what wetback doesn't?) × I'm Irish and loving it. × I have a thing for redheads(the last red head guy i knew was a DICK.)
× I am a twin(...an evil twin.) × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.  (i'm actually pretty good at letting things go. letting food rot. letting friendships suffer. bad lore)
I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.  (holy god yes. like that time during my high school graduation when i slipped as i went to sit back down in my seat. i'm sure only the girl next to me noticed, but i think about it sometimes.) I sleep more than 12 hours a day.  (sometimes. i love the summer) I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.  (nah. i'm not scheduled to be content with my life until retirement)
I need more time to myself. I wish I was more open-minded.  (though i do like being closed minded sometimes) I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (like my sister)
× I download songs from the internet. × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.  (dumb) I say random things to freak people out.  ("So I was getting my balls waxed and...")
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note(dumber) × I love playing Truth or Dare. × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.  (it's the opposite really. the only time i can stand really slow music is when i'm participating (singing). otherwise, fuck that shit)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.  (....? what? oh yeah mean like "You are not alone..." ::starts singing like michael jackson. "I am here with you...tho we're far apart...yer always in my heart....." ....I hate that song.) × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. I think this survey is particularly long.  (smartass)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.  (well, my LJ friend ARE my real life friends. SO HA!) × I can only hate someone that I love.  (No. Only the ones you love can truly hurt you, but you can hate someone you hate really fucking easily.) × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks(bleh)




I changed it becuase I didn't do it right the first time. dumbass.
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[User Picture]From: [info]h0taru
2006-08-17 12:52 pm (UTC)

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Hey you, didja get my voicemail, eh?
[User Picture]From: [info]modern_ruin
2006-08-19 04:46 am (UTC)

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Actually I did not. You see I have a tendency to not charge my phone for a week or two on end. Yeah, I mostly suck. Let's get together tho. When are you free next?
[User Picture]From: [info]h0taru
2006-08-25 11:02 am (UTC)

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Haha! You sound like a gramma with one of these new fangled cellular telephones. ;)

I'm not sure when I'm free next, since my schedule for next week will come out sometime today; I shall comment in here again with my complete days off and evenings free. W00t!
[User Picture]From: [info]h0taru
2006-08-26 11:39 pm (UTC)

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Okay, got my schedule and the days off I have are Monday and Tuesday. The other weekdays I get out of work by 6 (except for ass-tastic Friday, when it's 7). What sounds good to you?
[User Picture]From: [info]modern_ruin
2006-08-27 06:06 am (UTC)

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Okay, well Monday and Tuesday I am manning the Detroit RTL booth at the Michigan State Fair from 2 to 6 I believe (Caitlin might be there with me for one of the days. We plan to putz around the fair afterwards if you wanna meet up with us). Friday I have a job in the evening so let's do something Weds or Thurs evening. (See, we're narrowing it down. Slowly. Heh)
[User Picture]From: [info]h0taru
2006-08-28 04:42 pm (UTC)

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Thursday evening would be good; Chris starts his Japanese class that evening. Oh man, this is exciting! :O
[User Picture]From: [info]modern_ruin
2006-08-30 03:15 am (UTC)

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Thursday sounds good. Vat shall vee do?
[User Picture]From: [info]h0taru
2006-08-30 07:01 pm (UTC)

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Now THAT'S a good question. It has to be cheap since I'm cheap broke. Didja wanna meet up somewhere foodlike, or random event happenings like?
[User Picture]From: [info]modern_ruin
2006-08-31 02:47 am (UTC)

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Food sounds good. Nice cheap food with nice cheap coffee sounds even better. How about you call me tomorrow on my cell when you get out of work and we'll figure out where to meet. I believe you have my number.

MWAH
[User Picture]From: [info]cochlain
2006-08-25 08:30 pm (UTC)

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1) × "I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me." - I think that's cuz I have yours (from a long time ago) :P
2) ✓ "I have pecked someone of the same sex." - *sniff* Wasn't me..
3) × "I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy." - I will make you like it again dammit!
4) ✓ "I can work on a car." - Hells yeah ;)
5) × "I'm an artist." - I don't think you have a choice in that. It's in you, love.
6) × "I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds." - Don't deny it. You have been one.
7) ✓ "I have hit someone with a dead fish." - Too. Cool.
8) × "I've gone skinny-dipping." - So, when are you free? ;)
[User Picture]From: [info]modern_ruin
2006-08-26 02:39 am (UTC)

Re: Late comments

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Hey, if you want a kiss, just ask for one. MWWAAAH!